Home is Where I Park My Miata

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I woke up with a knot in the pit of my stomach. But let me back up a bit. I’ve had a very quiet time of recovery and regrouping in the beautiful home I’ve been taking care of in Kailua-Kona. … Continued

Tender Again

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I just watched Saving Mr. Banks. I hadn’t until now. It reminded me of things I haven’t allowed myself to ever think of. At first it was just remembering that my dad drank too much. But the tenderness of her … Continued


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I’m not unique. Everyone goes through shit. I just do it publicly. Why? Because I can. Because I’m a healer. Because I’m a catalyst, an adventurer, and a chaos tamer. Because I’m trickster. And because I suffered alone with my … Continued

Soul Rift Revisited

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There was something about me that wanted to bare me down to the rawness of yesterday. I’ve been divesting myself of things in the material world since I was 17, beginning with my life no longer revolving around tv shows … Continued

Soul Rift

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I love you. And honestly, I’m in so much pain, I don’t know how to keep on keepin’ on. It’s not only the physical pain, of which there is a lot, it’s the emotional pain that’s beating me down. It … Continued

Dream Big or Go Home

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That dream you have, you know, the secret one you think maybe is kinda crazy? It’s your gift. That can be hard to understand and even harder to remember. Two months ago when my dream community miraculously came to life … Continued

Mean People Suck

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Each day I wake up feeling more. Meaning, I’m less numb with shock. Most days I feel gratitude for waking up, followed by tears or a sense of dread, as if I’ve done something wrong, followed by wishing I was … Continued

The Storm

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That’s coming here. My last windstorm was typhoon Omar, in Guam…which was 24 years ago next month. I was pregnant with Sean, and I was living in a convent. I had no idea what we were in for, I mean, … Continued

What’s Your Story?

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Did things have to be this difficult? No. Then why have they been? First of all, for the most part, this hasn’t been hard on me. The hardest part, really, has been enjoying the wild and crazy adventure of it, … Continued

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